Intro.. ...Back Draw... ..Along Poems.. ...More I was really scared: when I found on the web: that: I can suffer: and most likely: I'm suffering: from exotic type of cognitive error: in which: as a person with below standard abilities: I overestimate my results. Well: I have to think about it now. Yes. It would explain a lot - why I do not like anything or just a little. And why I like to write: study and read the text - especially the one: I invented myself - shit! - and even though: I got acquainted with the results of others: as the below-average individual: I have not modified assessment of myself - because I have a lack of metacognitive skills - and that: although: I study fiercely often: Mister Professor - in fact: I can't be educated. Fuck! :It's a closed circle. And - You see! :Already: I'm starting to make the whole thing easier and ironic: now it hit my eye: that: this is a hypothesis: nothing stable: it seems: I think: it's just propaganda of systematical pedagogists: to get next poor individual: who will buy expensive professional education from them: and along with it: also the modesty: to be extraordinary.