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       Today is 22.1.2011 and the truth is: in fifth grade: I did not go to school for about five months
(when I'm drunk: I usually say ten) until the cops came for me: hah!   :I've been on the edge of the law
since I was a kid! Even though - I don't really know how it happens - I'm not any renegade  - I'm just a
moron...
       But it wasn't a great holiday: as it might seem: it was like smoking: only sometimes worth it   -
you usually endure side effects: remorse: the fear: that it will ruin you.
       That year my uncle sent me a dolphin watch for Christmas - it came a handy:       as I sat on the
stairs in a block of flats - I watched their chronic tic. :So I have deep felt-through what The Eternity
means: because: it stood motionless mostly.
       I flexibly operated between the staircase: and the elevator corridor:    depending on the type of
banging that echoed: and I looked down at the terrace - on people who don't have to stay in exile before
the lunch.
       The hardest moment came: when I went back to school after a long time. When I reached the bench I
cried.  Because: I heard that spooky word on the way to it - the truant - oh god: I'm really moron:    I
didn't realize at all: how I was very sexy then - I was a criminal: I came back from prison   ... it was
tough girls: but I'm here for you ...
       But if I hadn't been crying then - I could not now publicly confirm the existence of an angel   -
she hugged my moist pile of misfortune on the bench - briefly and firmly: such a little girl: I couldn't
remember her name: but I digged it out in the end - her name was Renata.
       She was blonde from flying close to the sun: and I don't remember that I would tell her something
at least - I guess  - the day: I pushed down into the underworld for many years: so: thanks Renka