Intro.. Draw... Poems.. People are recipes - said by bookish language: as the years go by - this feeling deepened in me. For example: when I'm explaining my motives to my neighbors (my life is the life of a punker - it grows crest on it) - I always feel then kind of fucked: actually already during it - no, back - I ask the recipe: because when I'm explaining my motives to my neighbors: it starts in me: an obtrusive need to apologize and devalue myself (I am a Christian in my soul) - which: in most people: immediately initiates a search for the right recipe for getting out of this unsuitable position for me: and: whack! :I got it. This does not apply only in those cases: when I rarely: do not self-depreciate - then I only get the recipe for free: at the end: and: that's when I feel fucked until afterwards. Several times: I didn't get a recipe at the end: but a silence: which had the same effect on me as the recipe. From this: as is evident: without the slightest hesitation: results only one - I'm: already never really longing: to explain my motives to my neighbors. Never! I will only do so: exceptionally: in the state of alcohol: caffeine: endorphin or other chemical intoxication: or just - if I follow some other mysterious subversive objectives by it. Back... Along.. More...