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       As it is also very modern today: to invent wonder diets and revolutionary eating methods - I
recently thought at work: that: I have naturally researched in this area too: after all: like every
other person: who has to stay alive: in addition: to resist advertising for fat and sugar:      and
also: look in the mirror at least once a day: that consequently: I also have my own recipe: refined
for years: and moreover: it's actually brutal scandal and mega coup.
       In addition to the already mentioned: to this nutritional research:      brought me also the
lifelong problem with money - I was looking for some ways    - how to not consume a monthly payment
during the three weeks or sooner: and: I was also looking for some viable paths for me - how to not
fall into an undead wakeful coma every time: immediately:  after
the end of a proper dish: which always inevitably happened to me then. :I really wanted to avoid of
this hibernating condition: upon any terms: no matter what the price  - on the one hand: so that: I
can work: in regular employment: with at least feigned joy: and thus:     to avoid a cruel death by
starvation: and also and especially so that: I could then to implement at home:    all the colorful
manifestations of my abstract exhibitionism:     which: from a young
age: it flourish in me like a weed: and even now: right at this moment:         just this bushy and
voluminous sentence  - it is its clear demonstration    - which can be observed externally here: as
evidence: ☚
       Simply: I watched: with increasing hostility:   this moments of supple faltering inactivity:
zombie snooze: and the gloomy lethargy: which always crept up on me:    shortly after I indulged in
the sweet pleasure from a delicious meal. I haven't identified a devastating threat early: I didn't
take any healing steps: and in the end: I hated these foggy moments: and addition to this fact:   I
also fell into the conviction: that it is a foolish: and unnecessarily wasted time            - and
consequently and shortly after that: I also understood: that I just won't stop in front of nothing:
that: I will really do anything: just to seize these moments selfishly:      so that: I can then to
waste them according to my own and free will