Intro.. ...Back Draw... ..Along Poems.. ...More As a boy who grew up in a strange Petržalka family without father: and: without mother too - from seven years old - I'm missing in my life definitely in particular: an older man: about whom: I will not finally find out: he is also just a silly selfish and confused child. Maybe it is my next romantic myth - about father - who really cares about you: who gives you advice: just knows: how to do things right. It will be probably some archetype - literature and film stories are full of it - I'm just a lost boy - who picked up himself from movies and books largely. (That's why you must be the love of my life Honey:) From time to time: I tried to bound myself unsuccessfully: to older friends: colleagues: and: men from the family: whose I rated as more mature: but: in the end: I found Don Juan - as otherwise - inside of Book. It is a book by Carlos Castaneda - The Journey to Ixtlan: alternatively: A Separate Reality: and also: Way of the warrior: but above all - The Journey - there is it free from chewing of Peyotl: and: without Jimsonweed flying. "And so: Don Juan: I also hunts: and: stores personal power in my works - just like Carlos - who eventually managed to deposit it - in writing - for which: you and Genaro: laughed him - and - I found it there!" "I'm trying to be a man of knowledge: and thus: I'm unconditionally going through all the difficulties of learning - I don't hurry and I don't dodging. I avoid blind making and generating: the arrogant analyzing of why: I'm amazed: and: I starting: as far as possible: from the beginning.." ":The thresholds are pushing themselves