Intro.. Draw... Poems.. Today is 30.04.2011 and the truth is: that: even though I look: - as the boss of all liberal free-smiling freethinkers - I almost shit from fear: when: in one warm May night: I had passionate dream: in which I took hard with a guy. I said to myself: and here it is - instead of white delicate skin: I'm going to have to look for a pair of hairy legs today. Fuck! - What am I going to do?! The worst thing was: that: everything in that dream took place quite naturally: even with a certain spooky dose of acrobatics: as if: sin to think about it at all: I did not devote myself to such violent pleasure for the first time. I will not exaggerate: when I say: that: the graceful routine of certain movements: which we: me and my lover: by the way: my friend's husband: made each other happy: a person acquires only after several years of mutual contact. And if only it: I woke up in love in the morning! That was really a reason to think at least. But in the end: it was not forbidden love. The whole thing: when I secretly sighed from desire: for large rough palms: did not last even two days - actually as always: my brain: from time to time: will give me such a dream with a woman: who is for me: for some reason unattainable - and always with that woman: then: for a short time: I'll fall in love very much: and: long for wild sex with her - just that this time: the ruler of my shapeless skull decided to make me a party with a guy (I'm fascinated by his immense power) - that let the boy think a little: whether this conventional path: by smooth rails: in fact should not lead to: instead of the Mount of Venus: somewhere completely scary: elsewhere. Back... Along.. More...