Intro.. Draw... Poems.. Today is the twelfth day since I left Ember 047: I can't shake the need to log my inner monologues: Spare is for if: the if is very wealthy The contradiction between words and deeds is a bit misleading: words often have the weight of deeds I made mistletoe constellation also on Ember 048: I will do it: wherever I stay longer: for Peter: to find me: I know: he will look for me Pieces of her are emerging from me: urge to write sketchy non-interval diary: to play with meanings: to rustle with reeds of language: The "a" before word vague is like more: an unspecified: un uncertain Did she know: when developed the work of Andrea Minor: and taught the skin cells to employ the unused green light - did she know the oo-autotrophy will not save the planet already: even though the people are back in the Fitzpatrick scale? Did she know: the vast majority of them can never let go of the idea: that unbridled purchasing is the lovely freedom? - I think: she did - because the life was already mobile through her: My Master Mother: There is no wizard more powerful: than the one: who masters meiosis: We attached Ember 050 to the station: which remained unused in Uranus orbit after the second Hydron expedition: in the warehouse there was a little snowman in the corner: he had a note pinned to his red scarf: "This is Edward: the snow heart of Uranus: treat him with respect: he is the oldest snowman in the universe." This smooth sand from flowers: which provided fertilization: maybe it is He always: not it Perfection - state of something without demerits: flawlessness: no mistakes and no incompleteness: no infinity Fate is a waiting: time shows more distant circles: and you'll see your place in the great spiral: No childhood without meiosis: The time was born of love: which father wrote in me somewhere: to wait there inside me: until He appears: Peter: who will kindle it in me: only when I leave him there: so that: I can wait for him: like those sad snow sculptures: that forever offer a hug Back... Along.. More...