Intro.. Draw... Poems.. Today is January 1, 2011 and the truth is that I'm very cocky dick. Woman - when she behave nice to me - I immediately get scared that she wants me and I'll start reversing. Besides being cocky - I'm also stupidly and naively shy. That's why I've always been attracted to women which didn't want me - and as soon as they started wanting me - I started acting strangely. I put in reverse gear and fucked up everything. It is mysterious - how I actually got rid of my virginity - hah, now I have an idea that I would call this: the virgin panic. Once I kissed a girl, it was at the tests, actually it was the first time - I put my tongue in her mouth - because I liked her - and she stared at me all day shyly, I don't even know her name - Mirka maybe. That day I saw many drunk people - as it all floats out - as it's all recorded there, because of the kiss probably. She timidly agreed to come on a date - on which I didn't come, the virgin panic got me. It were kynology tests and my father was doing a referee there or something, I guess he was doing some tests there as well. There was yellow lemonade and the sausage and the dogs was biting to the sleeves - we had a sleeve at home, hard concrete and the next day - I flaunted before the guys that I packed one chick, and that I have a date with her in a minute: but the wirgin panic got me and I didn't go there. The virgin panic didn't allow me to kiss Vlasta for a long time. At the disco - we danced endlessly and I still did nothing Back... Along.. More...