Intro.. ...Back Draw... ..Along Poems.. ...More What I miss about love is mainly: hardly carved out: provenly reciprocated infatuation: this sweet and new - so: good - this: yes. But: my body can do it - to create that magical mixture of chemicals: that fluffy rich shivering: all by itself: even without physical proof: or: without a live reflection: is just miraculous and magical: in this marvelous way. :So: I fell in love with the most beautiful woman in the world: with you Alia. (My middle name is Paris: the next move is yours: Aphrodite. ;-) In the beginning: I wanted to compare myself here: as another great genius and superman: with Dalí and Amanda Lear: but: I saw in google: as he sits there - an unusable artificial dummy - in the photo next to her: a slave of lenses and object glasses: and: I rejected him completely in that moment. Me too. I have resisted it for a long time: my dear El Salvador: because: I thought it was snobbish captiousness: it seemed to me: that: the first thing: which a student of Fine Arts college will do - is condemnate you theatrically: and then Klimt. But your things didn't touch me: except for the soft watches: not a bit: I'm sorry: I really tried: I also bought such a big yellow book: and: I flipped through it for a long time. Maybe: however: something happens: I will read some words somewhere: or: something will sting me: I'll notice somewhere some distracted piece: and: everything will be again otherwise ⥈ It helps heavily: that: the Indians are so romantic: so childish: saves up with contact: and: to those beautiful women: only tucks a hair behind the ear: nor: do they want to kiss them very much: they embrace them. I really like it - since I'm frozen in thirteen - and they puts her whole in that movies : such little details: to which I can add my own then - as she puts her feet on a small glass table - when she sits with tea in the living room: that's exactly what I do too. :I sit down there: opposite her: and: talk about Salvatore and Amanda: she looks at me and sips - another lengthy hormone: who wants to show me: how he is different and deadly remarkable - I keep talking: offends her a little: and then: I gives her a gentle bow: but: I don't look at her face in that moment: I'm talking about art and music: telling her something: which no one has ever told her: I'm really good at it: I am white perceiver: and: she takes off the band from her hair with two fingers suddenly: and: ruffles the hair at the back - she doesn't look into my face in that moment - Alia.![]()